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Mirror of lies by lil-ayame, literature

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Mirror of lies by lil-ayame, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Nov 11
  • United States
  • Deviant for 16 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
favorite photographer: Jarla XD
Favorite style of art: anime, music....

Favourite Movies
i don't think i have one...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
hmm...i like Avril Lavigne, Pink, escape the fate, Jim Croce, Perfume.....and thousands more
Favourite Books
i like few books. mostly mysteries, like the savannah reid series by G.A. McKevett
Other Interests
music, art, cute stuffz, friends um.....
Which Pony Are You From My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic Twilight Sparkle: [] You have a huge collection of books. [x] You value your alone time. [x] You have trouble making friends. [] You are very intelligent. [] You write letters regularly. [] You find a lesson in everything. [] You have trouble doing things "the old-fashioned way." [] You've recently moved to a new town. [] You're rather sarcastic. [] You're often accused of being a know-it-all. Total: 2 Pinkie Pie: [x] You're the black sheep of the family. [] You're majorly hyper. [x] You love to siiiing! [] You're known for throwing great parties! [x] You're great at baking. [x
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FIRE:. [x] You have a short temper. [x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first. [ ] You are very competitive. [x] You like to play with fire. [x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. [ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather. [ ] You often lose control over yourself. [ ] You can be quite reckless. [x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it. [x] People have often called you insane. Total: 6 .:WATER:. [ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality. [ ] You like to go to the beach. [ ] You rarely get angry. [ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it. [x] You think before you ac
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Addictions... everyone says they ruin lives and they're right they do you start drinking or drugs or cutting or pill poping you won't stop and if you do stop out of your will you might start again i'm not trying to be a nag and i'm not taking a shot in the dark i know about addictions from my life its hard to admit, not to commit you never talk about it but you do it thats how life is sometimes so if you are smart take heed to these words and don't start something unless you are prepared to live in regret
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I'm sorry for everything... all of the anger, all of the fights, the sadness. I never wanted any of this. Not for you, not for me, not for anyone. I hope that life treats you well, better than I did. I hope you find reasons to stay alive, reasons to live, to explore, to be a child and to be happy. Life is too short... too short before you realize things are gone... I want to fully apologize. For each and every time I let you down... For leaving you at the school, for not showing up when I had the chances, for giving up, for running away, and being a coward. For turning bitter. For ruining a perfectly good friendship... for destroying your first love. And for destroying your innocence. It's all my fault... and for the short time I will stay alive, I will carry that burden.

I won't get you back. I won't ever be able to talk to you again after this... I don't have your facebook anymore, I don't have a phone, nor your number... and where i'm going... I won't have a computer. Or money... or any means to get a hold of anyone. But I wanted to at least say i'm sorry... one last time.

To be perfectly honest i'm scared to post this. Scared you'll never see it. Or not even care. Or maybe, rather this is just one last tie to the world that needed to be resolved, before I free myself from this place...

I love you, Miriamu E. Baumann. I mean that, 100%. I think about you all of the time. Of the good times we enjoyed... I am glad, that... in the dark, there are at least... some things I did right for you. And I hope that life takes you to someplace that truely makes the world worth living.
Did you eat all your potatoes?
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they all gone :P
Hey you! I uploaded some things on my DA you should check it out! I finally figured it out!!!!!! Miss you sissy-poo!!
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MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMM!!!1! :la:
'Sup?
I heard you got an interview at target. How did that go?